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Stuck in the Middle.

by agirlandhermutt on May 15, 2013

I have an issue with a few words. I consider them no-no words. They aren’t bad words, but they just irk me. I’m officially adding a new one to that list…

Plateau.

I think you get where I am going with this.

For the past few weeks I have been playing around with 1.2 lbs and not getting anywhere with them. Well, technically I am giving them away and then getting them back. It is frustrating to say the least.

A friendly reader sent me an email the other day kindly reminding me to update my stats on My Fitness Pal so the widget would show my new pounds lost status. Waaaahhhhh! I sadly wrote back and said it WAS updated. No news is good news?! Not in this case.

I’m also running into an issue with my clothing. I like my clothes. A lot. Unfortunately, a lot of them are becoming really baggy. If I am honest, I don’t really mind that. I prefer loose fitting clothes and love the whole boho chic look. Unfortunately, my baggy clothes are becoming more hobo than boho. Nothing really fits right and everything looks just…wrong. I have a few pairs of jeans that I was able to dig out of the archives to wear so I’m good there. (When did I ever think flare jeans were ok?!) But tops? Forget about it. Obviously this is a great issue to have and one that I am glad to be experiencing. However, I am cheap sometimes and really Really REALLY don’t want to buy more clothes only to grow out of them as well. *Fingers crossed* I made a trip to Old Navy and Target to see what I could come up with which is where I found out that I am in that weird in between size. Oh good.

I left Target last night with not a stitch of clothing. Considering that it is Spend Less May (which I forgot about yesterday while I was looking at clothes) it probably worked out in the end that I couldn’t find anything I liked.

In the meantime, I’m doing a lot of layering. That is in, right?

Conveniently, these issues are popping up just in time for me to get ready to attend a blogger retreat (BLENDS!) over the weekend. In general, I have pretty good self confidence. There are times though, like healthy living conferences, that I just want to blend in. I don’t want to be the fittest girl or the most athletic. I just want to be the one that doesn’t come in last. I also have a tendency to approach all things uncomfortable and slightly awkward with humor. My self deprecating humor sometimes does not go over well with the healthy living folks, some of who are dealing with their own body issues. I distinctly remember meeting a woman at my first blog conference who was about 6 feet tall. I awkwardly made a joke about borrowing a few of her inches so I could stretch myself out. It was lame, but that isn’t the point. Her response was, “Oh don’t say that! We are all beautiful in our own way. I can only see people’s heart and goodness when I look at them.” Ugh. I think I might have actually made a face at that statement. Very sweet, but I’m sorry, I can only be my own cheerleader for so long before my face starts to hurt from smiling. A good joke at my own expense keeps me sane. With all that said, I’m really looking forward to this weekend and meeting some amazing people. Seriously! Hopefully they get my jokes.

So long story short…I’m just going to keep with what I am doing though and really paying attention to all the things that go in my body and all the things I sweat out of my body. I know I am on the right path and that this funk is all just part of the process.  This weekend I am going to wear the things that fit me the best, do the best that I can at my workouts until then and while I’m there, and try to bust through this weird phase. I have been reading a few different weight loss blogs that have been around for some time to see how they dealt with plateaus. It is comforting to read about other people’s issues and how they dealt with them. Even if that isn’t necessarily the way I would have handled the same situation, I like knowing that there are other options out there that I could take a look at. When I get back from my little trip I am doing a little shakeup to my workout routine to see how that effects my progress too. I realize that the weight isn’t going to come off in record time, but if this current phase could speed up a little that would be awesome.

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To keep excited about sticking with my exercising and running  during my plateau I decided to break in my new sneakers. At least I know that these fit! I have undiagnosed Plantar Fascitis in my right heel and my old shoes were not doing me any favors. But I don’t care for change all that much and continued to wear them all of the time. Even after I bought my new sneakers. I have worn my new shoes a few times, but after a particularly painful Zumba class last week I finally cracked open the box and really start to get use to them.

So far, so good! I ended up getting the Nike Air Pegasus+29. I’m no sneaker expert but I like that these are light weight, supportive, and don’t seem to bother my heel. While I prefer all things neon for my athletic footwear, this color isn’t so bad either.

These new shoes combined with my HRM are keeping me excited to get dressed for workouts.

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So I know that this wasn’t the most positive update ever, but it is real. I’m not one to talk about my feelings or crap like that with others, but I have received some great responses on the blog so far when I talk about my progress. It has been nice to use this little space as an outlet for my ridiculous stories and thoughts. Hopefully my sarcastic tone and personality come through on these types of posts. If it doesn’t, oops! I promise that, in general, I have a positive outlook on life. Just don’t ask me to show it this week. ;)

 

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One week later.

by agirlandhermutt on April 23, 2013

Can we just all let out one huge collective sigh?! SIIIGGGHHHH.

It is early morning and I am feeling alive and thankful. I’m also feeling all kinds of wordy. Stick with me folks.

Due to an old dog bladder and an old lady bladder, every morning around 2am or so Korky and I get up from our restful sleep to go to the bathroom. Usually I just walk him down the street and back to get the job done. I have a tendency to lock myself out of my house (another story for another day) so I take my phone with me. On Friday morning, as Korky was marking his territory, I was checking Boston.com. Then I noticed at the top of the screen “One Bombing Suspect in Custody, Second Suspect at Large in Watertown”. Without getting into too many details about where I live, lets just say that I picked Kork up mid business and we hightailed it right into the house. I locked the door, booted up the computer to the news, and proceeded to spend the entire day in the house like that. I don’t think I have ever been so scared in my life. Actually, I know I haven’t.

You all know how that story ended. My gratitude to those that serve the public in immeasurable. My piece of mind on this beautiful morning is all thanks to them.

Before we move on from this subject completely, I have to say thank you from the deepest depths of my heart to my blog friends, real life friends, and family for checking in with me throughout the week and weekend. To know you were thinking of me brought a sliver of sunshine to what was otherwise a very gloomy week.

So, now that all that has been said…lets get to what I’ve been up to lately!

A few of my eats…

I haven’t been much in the mood for restaurants or cooking this past week. I had Chipotle twice. Don’t judge. There have also been lots of salads and random mish moshes of food.

Green leaf & red lead lettuce, grape tomatoes, avocado, turkey meatballs, honey infused balsamic vinegar

Meadhall Cobb Salad

Shrimp with Laughing Cow sauce, pickled red cabbage, and steamed cauliflower

Beer.
  

A few of my workouts…

I haven’t really shared any of my activities since Marathon Monday, but I’ve been sticking with the schedule. I’m trying to keep up with doing the C25K training three days a week and other group fitness classes on the other days. One day a week is my rest day. And by rest, I mean really really don’t get off the couch rest.

Oh, and I am totally obsessed with my heart rate monitor. I’m working on figuring out all the bells and whistles, but this sucker is fantastic!

C25K Training Instagram Style!

Zumba! By wearing my HRM I now have a better estimate of how many calories I am burning in that sweaty class. Yeah buddy!

My Total Body Shred is killing it in the burning calories category too. In this class my heart rate stays “in the zone” for about 90% of the class and my hamstrings are still thanking me for it three days later. Saturday mornings are all about kettle bell swings, crunches and ridiculous amounts of squats.

The most notable workout from last week was my attempt at Ultimate Boot Camp. My buddy, Tiffany, sent a few of us girlies an email asking if we were interesting in trying out a free boot camp in Boston Common. I figured it would be a fun thing to try and I liked the idea of braving the great outdoors in Boston during a particularly tough week.

I got there a little early so I walked through the garden a little. It had started to get a little overcast, which really matched the mood of the city. It was both heartbreaking and refreshing to be outside at the same time.

Just in case I was worried about my safety, there was plenty of protection around. FYI…seeing a million police officers is actually not as comforting as you would think.

Back to the class…I hated it. Well, hate is a strong word. How about I will never go back? Ugh. I shouldn’t say never, but it will be a long time before I consider it. Boot camp is just not for me.

We started with running. If you look above you will see that I am a newbie to running. Coming in next to last on my first exercise is not quite the confidence booster I was needing that day. It just got worse from there. Partner exercises, more running, and rolling around on the damp dirty ground.

There were two particular incidents that just make me just cringe when I think about them. The first was while running. I was making my v.e.r.y. s.l.o.w. lap around the park area when a group of teenage boys decided to hop over to do a little commentary. As I was approaching them I heard them discussing some girls “rock hard ass” and another woman’s “junk in the trunk” and her need to clean out that truck. I just knew there were going to make comments. Instead they did something even worse…they started cheering me on! Teenage boys felt so bad for me they were encouraging me. Ugh…

The second incident is referred to here on out as the “Scampering Event”. We had to pair off and I paired with a stranger (cue dirty looks to Karen & Tiffany). The exercise was that Partner 1 would be on the ground in plank position on her forearms. Partner 2 would then jump over her back. Then Partner 1 would move to downward dog and Partner 2 would crawl, or scamper, underneath her. Seriously. My perfect stranger BFF and I were rubbing up on each other in ways that were not appropriate. Neither of us were very tall and I have a big butt. It was not a good combo.

By the time we were done, I was tired and dirty. Boot camp probably would give amazing results, but it just isn’t for me. I will stick to air conditioning and the gym, thank you very much.

I knew that it wore me out because the next morning I found my sports bra just hanging randomly on my bathroom cabinet. I have no idea how it got there.

And despite what a rough week it was, there was also some fun. I went to see the Dirty Projectors in concert in Portsmouth, NH.

I also went to a cult classic movie called The Room at midnight and threw spoons at the screen (don’t ask, I didn’t get it either).

I watched some ducks in the garden courting each other.

And I gave back to my community by spending some $$$. Well, a few local stores, Forever 21 and Marshalls to be exact. I picked up this Cynthia Rowley dress, which doesn’t quite fit YET, but is on the verge of being perfect. Now when it is, I am the proud owner of it. I hope this is not a purchase I regret in the future. Oh boy. Also, have I just noticed that every time I go to try on clothes I look like a hot mess. Why do I do that to myself?!

So that is that. Add in some quality time with the Mutt and you are all caught up on what I’ve been doing. I don’t know about you, but I’m ready to enjoy the week. Back to spinning this week AND maybe some cooking. Get crazy kids!

 

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Update: 32 While 32!

January 7, 2013

Friends! This is the start to my first (and many others) full week back to work for 2013. Unlike most Mondays, I was actually looking forward to it. I had a great weekend and a really nice start to the year. Thanks for the feedback on my word for the year. Like every year I [...]

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